"Talking" / Ransom Gallery Show / Brooklyn NY - Acrylic and colored Pencil |
Risk
noun
1.
exposure to the chance of injury or loss; a hazard or dangerous chance
At any gathering of
visual creatives, the topic of style usually comes up, with the main
question being whether or not an artist should change their style during the course of their career. I've heard
so many opinions on the subject from
both sides of the desk (so to speak) and everyone seems to have a valid reason
for or against.
"Discouraged" - Pencil Sketch |
Deciding to change it up was not a decision I took lightly. It
would mean abandoning what I knew, what
was warm and cozy and familiar for so many years, but it came down to one major
factor...I wasn't getting the employment results I was looking for using my
older style.
I was also starting to let
my internal feelings of discouragement get to me, to where even it was
starting to come out in my art. It became a business decision. It would be a huge, scary risk to change my
style, but I didn't anticipate any injury
or imminent danger resulting from the intended change. Other than it possibly
not being well received and having to figure what direction to go then, there
was really no reason not to try...so I did.
First Step - B/W Promo - Digital and Pencil |
First Step - Color Promo - Digital and Pencil |
I suppose I could have continued in baby steps, but to go down that path meant the evolution
would be dragged out...and why? So I
could delay the inevitable for another day, a month? How many more years would
I be willing to sacrifice to being in artistic limbo, just so I could remain
creatively cozy and comfortable in my little box that I literally painted myself
into all these years?
The answer...none. And, It was already clear ( to me,
anyway) that anything I produced that was remotely similar to my old style,
would most likely get the same results.
I had to make this change count, it was the only way I was really going to be
able to move toward the result I wanted. So, I put my fear aside and just jumped
right in.
Jump! - Digital and Pencil |
I tried something completely out of my comfort zone. I felt
that in order to make this work, I had to stretch myself to the point of being
creatively uncomfortable and bring myself to a place where I couldn't predict
or control the outcome, because in that dark, scary unknown, is where all the
wonderful, creative possibilities are!!
"Little Dragon" Sky Pony Press/Color Sample - Mixed Media |
A lot of this new style is tied up in the book I'm still
working on, but I will be showing some of the new work at the NJ SCBWI June conference and then updating my website
shortly after that. Will my professional risk have been worth it?... I don't
know. Will I crash and burn?...maybe. Could I end up totally
flopping on my face...I suppose... but, it could also work out really well too! I can't predict or control the result, only put myself out there and commit
to do my very best, while continuing on my newest artventure!
Website: www.deborahcuneoillustration.com
Blog: Creating Out Loud deborahcuneo.blogspot.com
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Twitter: @debcuneoart
Blog: Creating Out Loud deborahcuneo.blogspot.com
Facebook: Deborah Cuneo Illustration
Twitter: @debcuneoart
Bravo and Bon Voyage on your artventure!
ReplyDeleteThanks Di!
DeleteI enjoyed reading your post, Deborah, and can't wait to see you art at the NJ conference! Kudos to you for taking the challenge. I hope you'll share more in future posts about how you developed your new style! Thank you again!
ReplyDeleteThanks for taking the time to post, Virginia! I am still busy working on the book and a little stuck in editorial limbo but I do hope to have a couple of pieces that I can share. Thanks for the encouragement and support!!
DeleteBe brave, be bold, be a bad ass! Good luck.
ReplyDeleteThanks so much, Lori!
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